The moment I wake up. Moms point of view.
Dear lord,
Please protect my kid,
I don’t know if he is livin,
But if he had to go
Then I hope he is in heaven.
I wonder if jimmy is even sweatin,
Cause I haven’t called him since he was like 7,
And brothern,
He has and he can’t even see them,
Why’d I leave him like that lord what was I thinkin,
Why’d I do em like that,
How’d I treat him like that,
Man I miss you young man,
God please care for him,
And I don’t know what im suppose to do,
I was a single mother they were bad how could I just take care of two,
And where were you,
I’ve been through,
So much it’s like all of us too,
Black and blue,
I was bruised,
Jimmy too,
I remember him telling me when he was on the phone when he first moved,
Jimmy boo,
Sorry mommy isn’t really there for you,
I been doing my best,
God I’m trying my best,
little man he’s all stressed,
I put my head down to rest,
I think of him in that one vest,
He had a cute smile man he was blessed,
Now I’m less,
Now I wish,
I was there,
Now I wish,
I took care,
Now I kiss,
A pic of him,
Hopin that he gets the message,
his mommy really loves him,
god please find ways to tell em,
Now I’m feelin sorry
But hope he’s happy somewhere,
I hope he knows that I care,
Cause I see him in my mirror,
Damn he look just me,
But his actions now I’m fearin,
My eye is cryin tearin,
My daughters questions hearin,
Please Jesus do you hear me,
Make him be the best He’s near it.
I feel you steerin,
In the ways that I cant comprehend it,
But I know,
You won’t fail your son when he is helpless,
And when my boy is wreckless,
Just teach him the commandments,
Because I know he’s relentless,
But I know he isn’t careless,
He prolly hates me cause I vanished,
And jimmy man I love you endless,
And if I see you I’ll be breathless
But I’ll say a prayer for you baby now I’m helpless
Hey mom,
I hope you’re reading this,
Pen is running out I gotta do it quick,
Just writing up a little love is what this really is,
I know we might have had our differences,
And here this gets,
Funny bit,
I heard jimmy came to you.
Is that true?
How’s he been is he scard from when he was two?
He shouldntve seen me like that,
He should’ve seen me fight back,
Tell jimmy I’m alright then, prolly hates me never mind that,
I’m gettin sight back,
My visions clear naw,
I hearin his sound,
He’s makin songs now,
And I’m so proud wow,
I can’t believe I’m his mother,
My mistakes I made
can’t believe he learned from em,
He’s at a quiet age,
But he speaks his mind on em,
And now I’m faced,
With a brand new cd from him,
Yeah I will keep praying that he will keeps it going,
Yeah I hope god saves, him from our wrong doings,
Cause all human are the same,
But he keep on going,
And I really do believe,
sons the king of flowin,
Familys sewin
Now we growin
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