youtube family please watch this all the way through thank you

I may have to just step down this isn't working out im trying to build my channel and the past 4 years no one has been realy watching my videos my watch time is going down drasticly was hoping this would help me get my life back in order since I lost everything get on my feet again i realy don't see it happening for me i must have the worst luck ever

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